You know I wonder day by day if this quote is true. The ones that take the time out of their day to appreciate your existence and to go out of their way to say I’m happy to have you. Those are the people you love. Those are the ones worth keeping. What about the ones who others believe are worth fighting for? The ones who deemed the one fighting not worth dealing with anymore. The ones left behind in the fight of just being able to stay in someone’s mind and think about. I think about a lot of people that go in and out of my life. The ones that make that attempt and the ones that no longer do. It’s sad this fallout. I mean there are people in this life that I felt were worth the effort, that I knew were worth it.
As a side note, make the people that you feel are in your life for a reason feel as special as they are to you.
I took this trip down memory lane a while ago and it made me think about all the things I must work on and the things that continuously bring me down. The internal self worth meter has a tendency to fade as I drift in the masses. Statistically a number that got into UCLA and one with no impact on the life I see around me. I am a number. No longer an individual with any long lasting impression I must leave on this world. I know I will be more than that. I am destined for something, but what?