Mind stop. please.
There are just times in life that I just figure we have to do a long introspection and try to figure out what we wanna do for the day, the month, or the rest of our lives. It’s honestly one big confusing thing where we have to take it day by day. I have many things to be thankful for, while I have things I would like to improve. I’ve tried my best not to think about the things that bother me most and to look at everything from a good perspective. It’s unavoidable. This pain we feel when things just aren’t working the way you would like or if you just think for a moment everything is going not the way I planned. I know I am a plan-it-out person. I used to have my life on a clipboard ready for me to face the world as I wanted to lay it out. Then I remember circumstances change things. They change the way we think and the way we look at everything. That constant change makes us think something new about our desires and our needs.
-I want you to try. Just a little more. It’s hard for me to accept, but I’ve had this happen to me before. The fallout. If you really care about me, just do something about it so I don’t have to keep thinking that you don’t.
-A call, a flower from a garden, a letter, a piece of paper with a drawing on it, a text even. Even chocolate, which I don’t eat would make me happy? Simple right? I honestly don’t know if I ask for too much.
-I’m working harder this quarter and I refuse to fail. I refuse.
