March 2010
1 post
Second Chances.
Have I given up on humanity? Have I truly come to believe that all people are bad? My faith in people has been tested over and over again. A text from you here and there, seeing you have something I’ve given you, waiting for you to come back into my life. Truth is, I can’t help but believe these people are good. I can’t help but hope for a better tomorrow for them cause I feel...
February 2010
3 posts
Rock
Right now I feel like a rock. Stubborn and hard headed. Still and steady, but destined to be chiseled into something greater. But I’m stuck as this rock until that tool of change comes to make me into that great something.
“If you are going to fall in love with me, it’s only fair that you know what you...”
– Unknown (via kidlovesdoodles) (via —helen) (via rosaannne)
Turning back the clock.
Sometimes I wonder if time just wants me to remember a time when everything was insane to test my sanity. Sometimes I think its a mind game to feel the same way I did a few years ago to make me think something is wrong with me. My interpretation of what is going on is simple to me and only me. Things are catching up with me and I can’t control it. I feel helpless to the direction I am...
January 2010
8 posts
“The only people worth having in life are the one that consider you worth having...”
– You know I wonder day by day if this quote is true. The ones that take the time out of their day to appreciate your existence and to go out of their way to say I’m happy to have you. Those are the people you love. Those are the ones worth keeping. What about the ones who others believe are...
I'd Like a Challenge. →
Thank you.
Thank you for trying. I feel a lot better now about a lot of things. I’m so glad I found you. Yeah. :)
Shoulders that bear burdens.
To you:
Honestly, there are things in life you never thought that would happen to you. Things you can’t control, things you can’t explain, and things you can are the components of life that just have to be.
Regret.
I’ve said before not to regret things in your life that you can no longer control. This is still true, but I do believe it does help us become better people. I want...
There's something on my mind.
Everything.
Plan of attack:
1. Divide and conquer! Bwahahaha.
2. Chemistry homework! Dedicating time to do it in moderation. I will not fall behind.
3. Take a look at the AP Calculus book again, even if its just for 30 min. Do it at least once a day.
4. READ! I haven’t had the time to really do so, but I’ll make time. Enjoy the little things.
5. Keep organization up. Bed is...
“I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can...”
– Marilyn Monroe (via littlemiss)
Mind stop. please.
There are just times in life that I just figure we have to do a long introspection and try to figure out what we wanna do for the day, the month, or the rest of our lives. It’s honestly one big confusing thing where we have to take it day by day. I have many things to be thankful for, while I have things I would like to improve. I’ve tried my best not to think about the things that...
December 2009
2 posts
I'll get over it
Please stop all the dramatics and figure it out. I’ve tried my best to help but it’s honestly up to you to fix whats going on. I’m getting really tired.
Finals
Go die. :)
mmkay thats all! <3
September 2009
6 posts
Bittersweet.
So I guess I’m finally coming the the realization that High School has ended…College is here and is going to come at me with all it’s got. I cant help but feel scared out of my mind. The only reason I feel like that is because I don’t understand this. It’s new and that has always scared me. I feel like I’m ready, but I’m not. Inside there are two voices-...
Fire.
littlemiss:
aliehs:
Sometimes, other people’s problems stress me out. Do you think that’s weird? I mean, it hurts me when I see the ones I love hurt and/or struggle. Wouldn’t you feel the same way? I don’t know. I guess I feel helpless and it frustrates me. Sometimes I don’t know when to step in or interfere. Or I question myself if I should even interfere or even care so much in the first...
Great Lessons of Life:
littlemiss:
When someone lies to you, it teaches you that things are not always what they seem. The truth is often far beneath the surface. Look beyond the masks people wear if you want to know what is in their hearts. Remove your own masks to let people know who you really are.
When someone steals from you it teaches you that nothing is forever. Always appreciate what you have. You never know...
The Complete Life's Little Instuction Book.
littlemiss:
Do battle against prejudice and discrimination wherever you find it.
Be romantic.
Let people know what you stand for and what you won’t stand for.
Be insatiably curious. Ask “why” a lot.
Measure people by the size of their hearts, not the size of their bank accounts.
Don’t forget, a person’s greatest emotional need is to feel appreciated.
Don’t waste time grieving over past...
“It’s good that your self-motivated. You put fire under your butt and...”
– Bento and Noodle 09/08/09 A.Nette
Random thoughts.
What is sad is that I allow you to enter my mind with doubt and confusion when I feel like I’ve got it all right. You hit me with questions I myself can’t answer because I cannot find that answer in anyone else or don’t want to. Whether it be from the insecurities life brings me or anything that hits me in the heart, you know just what to say to make me question all my decisions....
August 2009
4 posts
JM
polaroidary:
Don’t analyze for grammar, think instead that each sentence is just a thought running through the mind.
It saddens me. Just a thought. A playful distraction of the imagination. As friends depart and arrive to and from orientation. It dawns upon us. All of us. We will miss each other. More than we can possibly imagine. We will lose connections that were made through those four years...
“Everyone says love hurts, but that is not true. Loneliness hurts. Rejection...”
– (via thesweetnothing)
Life lessons learned from John Hughes:
littlemiss:
Even dorks can land babes. In “Weird Science” the guys may have to create the woman of their dreams, but in the end, real-life ladies come around and appreciate them for who they are once they get to know the dudes inside. Samantha Baker may be a sophomore nobody in “Sixteen Candles,” but she wins the heart of uber-popular jock, Jake Ryan. Even dorky Ted winds up with Jake’s hot prom...
If Contradictions ruled the world, Oh wait, they...
She makes me want to give up. She makes me want to try and prove her wrong. In a place so full of contradictions, you seem to fit in quite perfectly. There are things you think you know; those are called assumptions. There are things you really don’t know and were told otherwise; those are called lies. You have truly fit in this world of hypocritical reasoning and pride. I have a tendency to...
July 2009
9 posts
I'm making my sister do AP Biology as a sophomore
polaroidary:
&she missed the summer assignment. I didn’t have a summer assignment last year, so I decided to do one in lieu of the one I never had. Everything following is real except for the letter:
AP BIO Summer Assignment 2009 Assignment #1 Letter of Introduction Due: July 20, 2009 (or earlier)
Draft an e-mail to me following the directions below:
a. Use clearly written, full...
“Hope is a driving factor in helping us stay on course in life. It may feel as...”
– Girlosophy (via littlemiss)
Personal drive.
Just kicked in.
“Shit happens. What can you do?”
– - Gary
straight up
She is - Gabe Bondoc
she runs free and the sun...
“Eddie: “O me! What eyes hath love put in my head/ Which have no correspondence...”
– The Prince & Me (via lesssthanthree)
I love this movie <3
Dang
spoke too soon. I guess she was right.
I havent blogged in a long time.
I guess I have busy with debut stuff and I’m tired but have not had the pre debut stress blowout that youre all supposed to have. I’m worried about not being worried about much right now. I feel like theres something wrong, when there isnt. Maybe its hard for me to accept that things are wonderful right now. Maybe I’m just waiting for another shoe to drop. I hate it when I feel...
“Do not ask for fulfillment in all your life, but for patience to accept...”
– Brenda Short (via littlemiss)
June 2009
6 posts
I love happy.....
I love happy endings beginnings.
You never realize that movies are a portrayal or inspired by people’s thoughts and experiences. When a movie stops and “ends”, it opens up the imagination to new possibilities and new life. I love thinking about what would happen next and how everything could turn out so much different than what you saw. It can be real life, where everything can...
Last day of High School.
Took me a while to breathe it in, take in the reality, and know that this is my last day of high school. Overdramatic. But still, every moment of stress over grades, relationship problems, friendships being tested, family problems hitting you left and right, and managing my life with all of these elements fused together, made me think that it all happened for a reason. Everything does. I learned...
Thoughts
1. I don’t know how I got so lucky as to have you, but thank you. for everything. :)
2. School has not been my first priority as it should have. It’s time to start over, but again be proud of where I had gone.
3. Graduation is coming..and looking back at it all, through all the hurt, the fun, the hard work, the dedication, and detailed care I placed into my high school career, it all...
“Set your sights high, the higher the better. Expect the most wonderful things to...”
– Eileen Caddy
Oh no i definitely intend to. With the love of my friends and family, I have gotten this far. I want to make you all proud and most of all enjoy the ride. I know what I’m aiming for this time.
May 2009
15 posts
On a good note.
I don’t really know what it is that makes me smile, but there’s something about that look in your eyes that makes everything seem okay and everything bad just float away.
Irritation.
Irritation. What a simple emotion and yet you still feel it. There is no stopping getting irritated with people and you cannot help how you feel. I don’t like it. I absolutely dont like feeling like this.
Unproductivity.
I had fun today :) with some really special people….
I guess this is what i needed all along.
I feel lucky that things seem to be falling into place.
I was very distracted, no project Russia…good game ;)
I need to finish the project on Russia.
Epiphany date: May 24th, 2009. Major Wake up Call
You knew there was a problem when your little sister sounded like she knew you a lot...
WatchI’m gonna miss these times :)
“Things like this are just one giant leap of faith. No turning back. Just jump...”
– I know.
missy brianna lynn castrence!
hi brii! :) dearey, fishey, stinky haha jk :D… I got bored and just decided to write you alittle something! :p haha that’s right i know that you are smiling right now x) anyways… hmm i can’t help but think about everything, its killing me :( I mean all I have is all the memories and the good and the bad times that we’ve encountered. I remember when we would go driving...
“Learn from mistakes. The one that is foolish is one that makes the same mistake...”
– wiser me.
Seniors 2009 Last dance: Prom.
I feel like mindless TV can no longer be a part of my life. It only allows me to waste time and air thinking about random stuff that no one really cares about. I’ll end up becoming like Paul…I really need to research his brain.
bri.ucla.edu <3 im going to head up that website in a few years..watch me! ;)
Anyways, My senior prom was everything that prom is supposed to be. Spending...
“There’s a sweet honesty in your performance. You put the soul in your...”
– its sweet.